Calgary, Alberta, Canada
Four weeks until I leave to travel the world for a year and I find myself asking a lot of questions. How do you react when a dream begins to materialize? When it leaves the comfort of the mind and becomes merciless reality?
Seeing the world is not the only dream I have. It's probably not even the main one. It is however, something I have thought about for a very long time. The world is a mystery, shrouded in rumors. In today's society it's easy to look up a picture or read an article about some far off place, but is the article true? Is the picture staged or biased? What is the average person like in Iraq? Are there internet cafes in Burma? Or in the Congo? What color is the Dead Sea? What color is it at dawn, in the afternoon, at dusk? How many people have stood in the places I intend to stand, and why? The world is a mystery. And the more others tell me about it the more I can't help but disbelieve. "People in the Middle East don't have the same respect for life that we do." Didn't people use to say that about SE Asia? "The French are snobs." Are they? I'm not so sure I buy that. "Africa is a poor and desolate place." Is it? How can anyone make a generalization about somewhere so huge? "Columbians are drug runners and kidnappers." Really? Perhaps some are, as are some Canadians and some Japanese and some English.
I mentioned a lot of negative things there and I think that's because most of what we hear is negative. And so, true to form, people ask me, "Are you afraid?" And I answer simply, "no." And so people ask me, "are your parents afraid for you?" "I hope not," I tell them. "I don't think they are." And if they are, it makes no difference. After all, I leave in 28 more days. Afraid or no, I will be on a plane to Iceland on June 25th. Fear isn't going to help me on this adventure. Besides, I want to see what some of the positives are.
Still, it's something of an intimidating feeling to know that I'll be surviving off just my wits, but it's also liberating. More-so than I would have thought. And if nothing else, this trip will answer for me something I think most people wonder about themselves. Exactly what am I made of?
I can't wait to find out.